I did not feel your thank you

I gave you my very best,
I did not feel it.
You know, that you used me -
it did not heal it.

I gave you my very best,
I did not feel it.
I did not feel your thank you.

For you I was nothing and all,
for you I was nothing at all.
I was to loud, to shy,
to less for you to try.

I gave you my very best,
I did not hear it.
I did not hear your thank you.

For you I was strong and tall,
for you I was nothing at all.
I was to low, to high,
to less for you to cry.

I gave you my very best,
I did not feel it.
You know, that you used me -
it did not healt it.

gespalten

in mir da tobt es,
euer kampf,
er hat sich nicht entschieden.
ihr wisst, nicht,
wo eurer krieg,
da kein frieden.
ihr habt euch nicht entschieden,
ich bin entzweit,
inmitten eurer einsamkeit.
ich steige hinab in meine tiefen,
wusste nicht, dass die dämonen
dort schliefen.

Told feelings

I'm over it, boy,
I'm over it, boy.
So many years and I'm.
I'm almost over it, boy.
It told you so.
I hold myself, oh.
Too much feelings and nobody's here to do so.
Why won't you,
why don't you,
why can't I just let you go?

the lie of trying

please don't try to tell me.
you don't understand the spell.
you don't understand me.

please don't try to show me.
you don't see the look.
you don't see me.

please don't try to reach me.
you don't feel the distance.
you don't feel me.

please don't try to teach me.
you don't know my lesson.
you don't know me.

please don't try to try it.
you understand the trying,
you don't understand me.

a word - you see

honesty is not a word to see,

more than a spoken phrase.

be yourself, everyone else is already....

your lies are so fucked up

they won't set you free.
empty dishes are full of wishes,
you can't see,

a whole generation is holding your back,

but I won't, no I don't,
I can't be yourself anymore.

Where we shouldn't find us

fathers they teach us,
in our darkest hours they reach us.
they know where we are,
when we are lost in ourselves.
daughters don't know them,

in their darkest hours they are
afraid to show then,
they don't know where they
are, when they are lost in themselves.

Fremdheißen

Ich kann dir nicht sagen, was du selbst nicht weißt.
In deiner Fremde. Kannst dich dort nicht beklagen.
Du kannst von nichts nicht fühlen, was es heißt.